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Mon, May. 16th, 2005, 10:44 am

Anorexic State..

I appear to be eating regularly now..For 2 days

It scares me

I have never loved food like this in my life

*This is what i get for humping my pillow*(Not really..My pillow refused to hump me..But okay..)

I miss...

Looking at my blue haired Boy with the binoculars and Blushin(yes..i blush...Its a mystery to me too..Get over it)

He had many piercings

All i had to do was go over and say "Hi"

I wanted to kiss him

Metal kisses...

I miss...

When i was a bitch and wasnt prone to vulnerability

My innocence

The concept of Being in love with Lies, Betrayal and Emotional pain